one of my fav songs. always thought the woman that pops out of the coffin looks damn freaky. so i always skip that part. reminds me of dolls. which reminds me of chucky. the freaky doll killer show i watched when i was really young. and ever since then i had a mini phobia of dolls. especially those that blink.

do they actually blink? holy shit. or is it just me.

eh u. dont laugh. i can sense u laughing behind the screen

yummy caramel coated outing. rotten inside.

ze me chang he wan an~
so long and goodnight~

restrung my guit. finally. the string broke before As ended.

correction. not my guit. nat's. lol

took 15 mins to unwind like 3 strings. before i realised there was a much faster way that would have taken me at most 5 mins. by then my thumb was sore from turning the bloody knobs.

strings feels good. but gets out of tune if i leave it for like 3 hours. damn irritating. i take 5-10 mins to tune it back coz i suck at it.

went running for the first time since very very very long ago.

a little kid on a small bike beat me. D=

thought he was slow. since he's small. his bike is small. so i shld have no prob whopping his ass.

but i got ass whopped instead. wth u shld have seen his legs. peddling at turbo plus nitro speed.

alright alright. time to start exercising regularly.

i dont feel like doing anything. except for soccer. or any form of exercise.

having determination in the wrong stuff isnt admirable. its stupid

bloody stupid.

im damn stupid.

im just nice. full stop

and thats all it'll ever be.

i gotta filling

that this bun is gonna be a good bun

that this bun is gonna be a good good bun

i goota a filling

( charsiew~~ )

dont mess with my bun
lets live it up
blah blah blah

i go study bio. bai

i weigh the same as i did before As. 60kg. but im significantly weaker and less fit.

muscles ---> fats.

time to reverse it!

been soccering quite a bit this week. screw the bio mcq. if i ever work in moe. i'll make sure no student has to wait 10days for their last paper ever again.

why. people in their "golden years" . years where they're supposed to sit back and enjoy life. actually end up working as cleaners. and the best part is sometimes people mock them. they dont even get a thank you for doing the kinda stuff everyone doesnt want to do. sure. they're paid to do it. but it wouldnt kill to show a little gratitude to those who clean up after you right.

right.

kroak

kroak.

thats what i hear in my right ear whenever i take a step. shake my head. or whatever. either a baby frog jump into my ear and is croaking there or something's loose.

maybe i've got a screw loose. hmm. sounds logical.

WOOO

A LEVELS OVERR. ignore the bio paper1.

WOOOOO

k guys. expect to see me turn darker by a few shades. soccer non stop. woooo

i feel like metal thats exposed to water and air when i play soccer.

ALRRIIGGHHTT. wooo

WOOO
wooo


wooo

wooo
=D

harlow.

i like the feeling of the electric shaver when the barber uses it to shave my sideburns. you know they got 2 shavers. one bigger one that's always plugged. and the smaller one that's always charging. i like the smaller one. LOL

1+1 not always equals to 2.

i've got 4 more papers to go. yay.

i actually had lots to say when i opened this page. stuff to do with 1+1 not always equals to 2. but i suddenly dont feel liek saying. mood swing. tsk.

singapore's getting colder/hotter for the respective "seasons" . soon it'll be snowing in singapore. it'll happen in our lifetime. hahahaha. it'll be quite fun ah. and while we'll have snow in the cooler parts of the years. the rest of the year will be like droughts. so singapore will turn into the ultimate retarded place where u get screwed by the weather all year round.

but i stillh ope it snows. it'lll be funnnn.

sigh.

all the best to all the A level doods. just a bit more to go~

ok A levels just grew legs

eh guys. A levels actually damn easy.

A levels got no legs right?

no kick la.

fusion polishes/washes/scrubs/mops their damn floor every day. their floor gets more attention than hayley williams hair when she's stuck between 1million people with black hair.

As start tml. woo. cant wait. for it. to be over. hahahahahahha.

just keep your head above
and swim~

im a skinny dood. not much muscles to begin with. and now im left with no muscles. besides the ones that i must have in order to survive. ya.

wth. my brain is shutting down.

ohh nooooo. cant remember what i wanted to say. k. time to sleep bai gais.


alll the best for As =D

DESTROYER MODE YEAAA.

today's THE day. watched a squirrel fight a bird. realised squirrels dont run. they leap. damn cute. i'll kidnap one and keep it as my pet. i'll buy a house with a huge garden so it can leap around.

LOL

starbucks auntie is very nice to me. she sees me studying there everyday and decides to give my drink an upsize. using her own quota. aww.

today's THE day.

diagonally to my right sat a gay bapok man. and diagonally to my left a pretty girl. for some reason or other i found myself looking at the bapok more.

noww hold on a second. just before you think im gay. i was just amused and wondering how the hell can a guy wear a shirt with a giant flower embroided across his chest. skinny shorts that almost look like the kind of shorts girls wear. think they call them hot shorts or soemthing.

and a holy cow pair of ugly shoes. on top of that he had the manners of a lady. covering his mouth shyly while talking on the phone etc. wont elaborate. or it'll instantly transform my blog's rating from a friendly G to a M18 or R 21. LOL

NOT.

waa. i was quite tempted to shove my pencil in his face. then smash him with my file. and blend his shoes with the blender in starbucks. after scrutinising him for a good few minutes. amusement wore off. and the disgust started to sink in.

so i went back to DESTROYER MODEE YEAAA.

i feel very unprepared. even though i've been studying. rawr

and oh. today's THE day. i saw a man in suit leap like the squirrel i saw earlier. he was leaping all the way down the escalator and to the toilet. looks like nature was calling. but he could have ran right. he looked quite ridiculous. hahaha stress relief.

or maybe he got possessed by little red riding hood. D=

and there's a big bad wolf waiting for him in the toilet.

BUT FEAR NOT.

big bad wolf lost in the story. so im sure in real life he'll lose too. some courageous dood will pop out and save the. damsel? dood? in despair.

YEAAA once again score of red riding hood vs big bad wolf is 1-0

OOHHWWOOOOOOOoOOOoOOOo

one paragraph was all it took to clear everything. lift the veil which i placed to cover up. to deceive. not anyone. but myself. now i truely know i wont want this. dont want it.

amazing how people can inspire others by just doing what they do. just being who they are.

this is a cycle.

one's done. its turning into a double cycle. in other words. bicycle. unless i do something. it'll become a tricycle. i'll get a trishaw. yay. i can earn money buy peddling my guts out.

a magazine more to A levels. in case you didnt get that. 8 days more to A levels.

im almost entirely sure it is gonna be hard. still. im thinking of trying.

happy go lucky people. think 90% of dover people. or those who spend more than 10 years of their life in dover are like this.

wooo~

mummy i got a pink lunchbox!!

26 april 2010.

WHY SO LATEE

WHYY

basket. ball.

800th post. wow.

im pretty sure if i went back and read everything i wrote so far. 90% would be junk. i prolly wont understand another 5% of what i wrote. you guys wont understand 4% of it. and the only ones left reading would be like 1%. still thats alot. tahts 80posts. woo

sch ended. i felt a tinge of sadness. not that much to make me wanna break down and cry. but enough to get me thinking. i honestly think this last 2 years were one of the most wasted years of my life. and i really think i havent done anything to change that.

now's perhaps not the time for regrets. since there might be more and bigger ones coming soon. like in a few months time if i dont study hard enough. but i seriously regret not making the best out of my time in ac. in fairfield it wasnt so hard. i was kinda placed in positions to help me make the best out of my time. i didnt really have to go out of my way to get it. i was. in other words. blessed. things just fell in place nicely for me to take them.

but in ac. i had to reach for the things i want. and frankly speaking. i dont think i even tried. i just stayed in my comfort zone. coming up with excuses after excuses.

and the beauty of it all. is that even i see it. or we see it. we just keep doing it.

think the last 2 years i've changed for the worse. maybe u guys cant see it. but i know it. vulgarities start to slip out of my mouth when im angry. and thats when i've showed great restraint to hold them back. so imagine what goes on inside my head. my temper's erratic. i dont blame others if they think wth is up with this guy. coz sometimes i dont actually know when i'll blow up either.

i havent been too good a friend either. i think i should bold that.


on a lighter note. i wanna play soccer. pls ring ring me if there's soccer anywhere. preferably in the morning so i dont waste the whole day away. thanks you very much.

we dont realise what charmed lives we lead. do we?

i have this proposal.

a rather crazy one i must admit.

im currently looking for shareholders. i've yet to talk to some of the potential shareholders.

but no hurry this plan will take at least 10 years before it'll work.

hahahahaa. if. it actually works. it'd be really amazing.

so the plan is. when the whole bunch of us. meaning the bb guys and some other dudes we're close to. are old enough. got stable jobs and spare money to spend. we'll invest in an apartment.

in the apartment we'll have allllll the fun stuff. like nice teevee for soccer matches. pool table. jamming room. etc. everything a guy would want. it'll be the hang out place for the us. and a getaway place if we ever need one. i mean having a proper place to go beats hanging out at some other shady places right. hahahaha

our future gf/wives wont be too happy abt it. but oh well.

hahahahaha. looking for at least 20 shareholders. 20's not alot. we just have to make sure we dont all go at the same time.

dreaming out loud. literally. hahaahhaa

we'll probably forget abt this when we grow up. and we probably wont have that kind of spare money to spend on an additional apartment. but hahahaha. this kinda discussion makes sch life fun.

can u imagine how messy its gonna be when one of us decides to pull out. or when we decide to sell the apartment? how are we gonna divide the teevee? sell it then split the money? or cut it into 20 pieces.

im stating the obvious. but the point is it'll be a nightmare getting everything in place. and out of it. when we decide we no longer want it.

still. good to have dreams right. hahahh.

im spending too much time day dreaming. hence. all the rubbish abt me becoming a billionaire. and now this.

AIYOHH.

and i could write a song a hundred miles long.
well that's where i belong
and you belong with me
the streets you're walking on
a thousand houses long
well thats where i belong
and you belong with me~

you know those taiwan variety shows? they have this distinctive trait. they always invite artistes to be judges for some talent shows.

and btw. i dont like to watch them. the only time i do is when they play it during dinner time. coz my parents are big fans of such shows.

anyway. the judges will each have a mic. a comfy seat. and a nice paycheck for attending the show. and all they have to do is squeal scream shout exclaim loudly into the mic when the performers perform. even if the act is not so fantastic.

becomes like a natural background noise. kinda makes background music redundant

they shld hire me. because

1. im cool. LOL

2. i have a wider variety of noise. like i can do the normal scream. squeal. shout. growl. meow. woof. and on top of that i can chirp! how many artistes out there can chirp like a bird?

bahh.

Oh what good is it to live with nothing left to give
Forget but not forgive, not loving all you see

i kinda like uniforms. think i will miss wearing uniforms next time. but no i wont miss it so much that i'll become a security guard just to wear uniform everyday. no chance at all.

just read mence's blog. and he kinda inspired me. hahahahah. im gonna try to flipping eggs the next time i fry egg for my maggie mee.

i've got so many things i wanna do after As. lets hope i actually DO them. and not like after Os. waste my time away ay ay.

lets see how long the crack can last. i've been on crack for quite some time now. lets see when it wears off. hahahah.

if you think i disclose too my info abt myself sometimes. then maybe you shld go to derrick's blog. and read his most recent post.

its a post abt toilet paper. and in the post he tells you how many units of toilet paper he uses when he goes to the toilet. and how he keeps his ass sparkling clean after pooping.

for more details. go to daniel sim's blog at www.disenchanted-.blogspot.com. look for a link that says alvin. click on it. you'll go to another blog. then look for another link that says derrick. and there you have it.

i can never remember his blog add. so thats how i get there.

anyway. yeap more juicy details there. =D

school's ending soon. and honestly this is the first time i want it to end earlier. back in sec4 and p6 we're all so sad that sch was ending and we're all hoping the last day never comes. but now nobody even wants to go to school anymore.

i dont really feel attached to ac. prolly coz im not really involved in any ac thing at alll.besides entree. WOOO ENTREE FTW. but still the past a year and half have been kinda fun. with retarded classmates that talk abt all sorts of nonsense ranging from COOL names like ACOOLSTICK. to girls. to cows. to everything thats under the sun. even stuff above the sun. if thats possible.

even stuff IN the sun. woot. we talk abt hot stuff.

wth. i tell you. corniness has a direct relationship with age. you grow more corny as you age.

im proud to say i've influence some ppl. and they're on their way to becoming like me. =D hahahahahhaaha.

but still. im glad sch's ending. i really could use more sleep everyday.

" HOLY TOAST. IM IN AN OVEN. NEED TO ESCAPE!!"


ohh noesss. my gingerbread man died D=.

im building a secret tunnel that goes straight from my house to fusion's toilet. takes only abt 5mins if you use my secret tunnel. which is btw a secret. so shhh. dont. tell anyone. dont say it. PEOPLE WILL HEAR.

anyway. i'll tell you guys when its done. maybe i'll build one that leads to town or other places after As. i'll start planning soon.

or maybe i shld just go study.

yes i shld.

acoolstick.

the next big thing.

watch out for it.

ITS COOOOL.

life has a funny way of jumbling up bits and parts of our life. such that sometimes things you want dont come when you want it most. but it pops up randomly in some other part of your life.

its really like alternative splicing of DNA. it gets cup up nicely by spliceosomes. then joins back in a totally different order.

if only bio essay was like creative writing. think i'd score full marks for it. hahahhhaha

and remember. watch out for

ACOOLSTICK.

i've got a feeling if i sing this loud enough
you will sing it back to me?

WILL YOU?

sing eh. wth.

hahahaahah. im still on crack. paramore's new album is quite nice. i can send you. if u ask me nicely.or if you sing it back to me.

where the lines overlap~~

you get an intersection point.

ba da ba ba da ba ba da
ba da ba ba ba da ba ba

where did everyone gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo??

it's not a dream anymore~~

my dreams are feeling more and more realistic nowadays. i dreamt i was aslp. like wow. and dreaming. WOW. then i could smell something burning. so i woke up to check. and i found my kitchen burning.

when i woke up in real life. i jumped out of bed. picked up the phone and was abt to call my mum to tell her that our house was burning.

then i realised wth its a dream.

let it remain a dream pls. i still want my room.

heys.

lost my wallet today. but thank goodness i found it back in the GO. thank you kind soul for returning the wallet.

geepee burned a hole in my brain. first time in my life i took a nap for 5-10mins during a test coz i was too tired to think. very nicee.

and i think the hole in my brain is making me thinking abt stupid stuff. so i'll sleep and let my brain repair itself.

MAYBE AH. maybe. you never know oh oh oh.

you can just hope ope ope.

like the pope ope ope.

k really need to sleep.

Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

scroll down for teh vid of teh song.

i want teh bing.

a dream thats all too far away.

its like me dreaming that i'll be a billionaire when i grow up.

if i ever do become a billionaire. i'll donate money to charity. =D

then buy over arsenal. and invest in necromancy or genetic engineering. to resurrect or clone another wenger.

NOT.

i went arnd asking people what they wanted if i became a billionaire.

nat wanted a taylor guitar. derrick some aeroplane runway or something along those lines. and there were alot of other answers. but only sy said he wanted my friendship.

wahh corny sia. hahahhah. but he's the only one that said something like that. tsk you people.

they say aim for the stars right? so if u fall at least u fall among the clouds.

lets just hope the clouds is becoming a millionaire for me. hahahahha.

aiya enough abt money. its such retarded thoughts that helps time pass when lessons get really boring.

its 40days away. i think you stopped caring. i hope you dont self destruct.

maybe some day. maybe we'll meet.

lets hope we all become rich in the future. not just financially. but in spirit and character too.

very nice.

CALIFORNIA PIZZAA~

ooooh wooo who is your lover?
i couldnt tell
when hell freezes over
that whens i'll tell~~

that'll take awfully long. it'll prolly nvr happen.

its damn irritating when u got a song stuck in ur head. even worse if its just ONE line. then it keeps replaying itself.

im having very fun dreams recently.

just yesterday i dreamt that i was fighting a rattle snake. the first time i got owned. i tried to run away from the snake but the snake was faster than me. so i decided to step on its head. but it owned me instead. bit my calf

then my dream repeated itself. but this time i owned the snake. i attacked from behind and smashed its head against the wall till it died. muhahahha. and i saved a damsel in distress whos face i cannot remember.

dang.

bet its a sign. the snake's A levels. so i must start revising from the back. then i'll own A levels. and some how save a damsel in distress.

wa good deal ah. own A levels and save a girl in the process.

what if the girl is me. maybe im just saving my ass from getting pwned. thats why i cant remember the face. D:

NOT.

and and. if you ever go to the toilets at commonwealth or queenstown. or anyway near the region. make sure u dont use the urinals. only applies to guys btw.

unless girls use urinals also la. then. erm. well. nice.

anyway. everytime i go. i'll see some uncles at the urinals. and they'll be there for FOREVER. i go in. they're there. pee finish. wash hand. wash face. get tissue dry face. touch hair. wash hand again. dry hand. THEY"RE STILL THERE.

and they always peek at ppl next to them. dont think i need to elaborate what they're peeking at. definetly not at ur fancy iphone. or your bling bling belt.

so remember. use the cubicles. or just pee behind some bushes. at least in the bushes nobody would be peeking at u intentionally. hahhahaha

k goodnight folks.

ohhh sweet lungs dont fail me nao~.

i mean. sweet eyes.

46/47/48 days more. not a lot. but i believe i can do it.

when u dont believe u can. most likely u wont make it.

if only i lived at heritage/dover park view. i can just walk down to the clubhouse to study. i dont have to walk soooooooooooooooooo long to fusion. dont have to spend money either.

its best this way.

like every inch of me is bruised~~
bruised~~

Lee.

NOT.

i could use more sleep. rawr.

dont believe them when they say veggies give you good bowel movements.

coffee does the job 4 times better. maybe its just my weak stomach. but freak man. coffee is like 2 tonnes of fibre for me.

k stuff u didnt have to know.

im leaving the door open. just to see if you'll care.

walking is a form of relaxation. like i walk home everyday after studying at fusion. and i feel like refreshed. but if i take a bus/mrt home. i'll reach home and feel like a blob of jelly. wobbly wobbly.

fusion's getting crowded. my spot is constantly taken up. so shoo people. fusion is a bad place to study. sucks like shit. ppl there suck. drinks there suck. seats there suck. so go awayyy. u dont even have a straight bus there. dont go tehre anymore.

~.~

it's harder to face ourselves at night.

i've got quite abit to do. really.

i thought of posting my results. it'll serve as a morale booster to everyone else. but i'd really rather not do it. and the scary thing is im not all that affected by it. maybe coz i know i didnt study half as hard as i could have for prelims. but still. i used up my last life. no more life. if i die then gg.

the machine wont have the CONTINUE? thing with the countdown timer anymore.

it'll jsut be GAME OVER.

well im not gonna let it be GAME OVER. screw u GAME OVER. im going for YOU WIN.

for now.

work work~

btw. just for laughs.

for bio paper 2. they give u 2 essay questions to choose. so for my paper it was ques 8 and 9. u're supposed to choose either one.

i did 8a. was pretty confident.

then i went on to do 9b and 9c.

hahahahaahha. the marker wrote on my paper " no combining of questions" hahahhahaha.

and hey i was quite confident of 9b and 9c. hahaha but the marker didnt mark. oh well.

and i always thought north korea was quite screwed up. i only realised how screwed up it really is after watching this documentary during geepee.

ppl in north korea got no cell phones. no trains. no internet. very few cars. no measurable amt of freedom. and they've got the world's 4th biggest army. they're totally in their own world. people worship the dictator kim jong ill guy like he's some god. everything that happes to them. they give him credit. they bow to his picture. they cant even lie down when they;re infront of his statue,

i cant effectively sum up everything the documentary showed. but some parts showed me how adults can be really childish at times. even politicians. presidents or whatver big shots. south korea wants to return bodies of dead norht korea soldiers they found. they have to use a megaphone to shout the message across because north korea refuses to pick up the phone. and when they shout the message across the north korea soldiers simply ignore it.

wth man. its amazing how they totally brainwashed everyone in north korea.

wow. politics on wen jie's blog. first time. not bad not bad.